LIFE ON A THREAD

Wow. It sure has been a while since I've written a blog. My wife and I have been going through some really hard times lately. Sure there are glimpses of great things, like a job promotion, or a pay raise, but health is much more important than all those things. Renee has been having trouble walking and it has thrown us for a huge emotional loop. She has been having constant pain in her right leg. The pain is so bad that the doctor put her on Valium and vicadin, and they still don't touch the pain. We have tried numerous times to get an appointment with a specialist, but they keep telling us that we have to wait until all the test results from the last MRI come back. We are so tired of waiting, we want answers, but we're not getting then. I was so mad at the doctors, that last night I was praying and told God that, "they were not very nice" ( just not in so many words). See, I'm not one to keep my feelings from God. If He makes me angry, He can be sure, He's gonna hear about it. But, something that I did not do was curse God for making us go through these hard times. I don't blame God for what is happening, it is just the way life is. Life is not so pleasant right now, but nonetheless, it is life. God is in control, He may have let this thing come on Renee for a specific purpose that we don't know about. The doctors may find that this hip thing is only a symptom of a bigger problem. So live life, even when your sick and you feel like you have no life to live at all, give it to God, and live in His provision and grace.